For the
last three years of his life, asthma-plagued Marcel Proust rarely left his
bedroom, at 44 rue Hamelin in Paris, as he worked feverishly in his bed, strewn
with notebooks and papers, hoping to finish his masterpiece, À la recherche du temps perdu.
Undoubtedly he missed his cork-lined room, where he was sequestered from the
noise and the dust of the outside world, at 102 boulevard Haussman, his home
for many years until 1919, when his widowed aunt sold that property, forcing
him to move. Medications for his worsening asthma, allergies, and bronchitis
consisted of an enormous array of nostrums— stramonium (jimson weed)
cigarettes, fumigations of carbolic acid, various therapeutic powders, heavy
doses of caffeine, epinephrine, opium, morphine, and Veronal.
On one
of the few occasions that he ventured from his room, he attended an opening night
dinner party at the Hotel Majestic for the premiere of Igor Stravinsky’s ballet Renard. Other guests included Nijinsky,
Diaghilev, Pablo Picasso, and James Joyce. Proust wound up sharing a taxi with
Joyce, but the two exchanged hardly a word, since neither had read anything
written by the other.
Sickly
from childhood, Marcel was born in Auteuil, a suburb of Paris on July 10, 1871,
to a Catholic father, who was a distinguished pathologist, and literary-minded
Jewish mother, who came from a wealthy family. Marcel was baptized and
confirmed as a Roman Catholic, but never practiced that religion—nor did he
ever consider himself Jewish. One
biographer described his religious views in later life as those of a “mystical
atheist,” spiritual but not believing in a personal God.
He
suffered his first asthma attack at the age of nine, and at eleven was enrolled
in the Lycée Condorcet, although his education was frequently interrupted by
bouts of illness. Even so, he excelled in his studies and gained access to some
of Paris’ prestigious literary salons. His father worried that Marcel was too
effeminate, and when he was sixteen, gave him ten francs to visit a brothel and
“become a man.” Marcel’s
experience was not a happy one, as he wrote in this letter to his grandfather:
“My dear
little grandfather,
I appeal
to your kindness for the sum of 13 francs…Here is why. I needed so badly to see
if a woman could stop my bad habit of masturbation that Papa gave me 10 francs
to go to a bordello. First, I was so agitated that I broke a chamber pot: 3
francs; then, still agitated, I was not able to screw. So here I am, waiting
desperately as the hours pass for 10 francs to help myself, plus 3 francs for
the pot. But I dare not ask Papa for more money so soon and so I hoped you
could come to my aid in a situation which, as you know, is not just exceptional
but unique. It surely cannot happen twice in a lifetime that a person is too
flustered to screw.”
Proust
never acknowledged that he was, in fact, homosexual. When he was seventeen he
attempted to cultivate an affair with a woman who was his uncle’s mistress—and,
as Marcel later learned, also his father’s. He also had homosexual affairs with Jacques Bizet, the
composer Georges Bizet’s son; Lucien Daudet, the writer Alphonse Daudet’s son;
and the composer Reynaldo Hahn.
From its
inception in 1909 until his death, Proust worked on his chef d’oeuvre, which was to consist of seven novel-length volumes. The first, Du côté de chez Swann, was rejected by numerous publishers
(including André Gide), and Proust finally paid for its printing and distribution
himself. It met with considerable
success with the public and other volumes followed. The last three were published posthumously.
In one
famous passage the hero experiences
an epiphany of memory triggered by the taste of a madeleine biscuit dipped in
tea. This was based on a real-life event in 1909, when Proust experienced the
revival of a childhood memory set off by a biscuit—except that in reality the
biscuit was a rusk, more like Melba toast or zwieback than a delicately sweet,
almond-flavored madeleine.
By the
early fall of 1922, Proust’s asthma worsened, his breathing became more
labored, and he could hardly take any nourishment. Yet he continued to work on Le Temps retrouvé, the last volume of À la recherche du temps perdu. He knew he was near death, and in it he wrote:
"Undoubtedly
my books, like my earthly being, will finally die. One must resign oneself to
the notion of death and accept the idea that in ten years one's self, and in a
hundred years one's books, will no longer exist. Eternal life is not promised
to books any more than to men.”
The
asthma developed into pneumonia and an abscess of the lung. His devoted
attendant, Celeste Albaret, the wife of his chauffeur, attended to his needs,
trying to coax him into eating an occasional croissant to keep up his strength.
Proust’s brother, Robert, who was a prominent physician, remained with him
during his last days and oversaw attempts to make him comfortable. Robert
recommended that he have an injection to relieve his breathing, but Marcel
refused. Instead he insisted on
sending Celeste out for beer, which was supposed to be a bronchodilator. At 6:00
the evening of November 18, 1922, Proust died in the bedroom where he had done
most of his writing. He was fifty-one.
A
funeral mass was celebrated in the chapel of Saint Pierre de Chaillot in Avenue
Marceau, and with his parents and other family members, Proust was buried in Père
Lachaise cemetery.
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